Assalamu'alaikum wr. wb.
haiii it has been a loooong time I was browsing without update my blog :p
tonight, even its not an important post (as I warned y), I want to post something! again about my life, sorry for getting bored again, stop reading then! kidding :p
I want to start (again) to post with english, even it's with the easy, wrong, not understanable, and with google translate help grammar. hihi
its been almost two months i worked since august. i was started work in fasting month and it was gave me more knowledge about how's working life. that it's is something hard to do if you are not prepare your heart with sincerity and gracefully. and it's been give me more lesson how money is play the first role in life, even you dont want to, but its pushes you to depend on them.
I worked surrounded with almost people with graduted under me, i mean they're not graduated from college, and they told me that it is hard for them to work in those factory/warehouse but not in directly way. they keep ask me why i want to work there, and so in my mind i keep asking too why they keep asked me that question? :p i mean i paid for it, and its not really hard to work there compared with a crazy practicum in my school, and its enough for me to buy some snacks :p and why they want to work there too? then i realized its not about the work, its about the salary. the difference salary between graduated and not graduted from school is have a big distance. I dont know how i should react when they said about they difficultness work hard with a low price. but they keep working everyday and sing every morning as if it's okay with that! and i am really had a so many big lesson that life is not always as you image, sometimes its unpredictable, you have to have big sincerity and grateful to Your Creator. You must to set up your heart for a unwanted condition, rich yourself with experiences and knowledge.
some guy in my work said to keep reach your dream, to fulfill your young time wisely or you will regret! he was suggested to me to continue my school to bachelor degree. and now i keep thinking about it. for the first time I am not planning to continue my school look that i already have a job. but for what he told me about his regret did not continue his school, now i am a little bit shaky again about my stance. so Insya Allah if My Lord gives me change i'll continue my school next year. AMIIN! and why not start at this year? well instead i want to Galaxy Note by earn a living, i just want to have experience as i wrote at he paragraph before. and its not close the possibility i continue my school and still working, hopefully.
two months worked also gave me a lesson about how to understand the characteristic of people. there are a lot of characteristic people with a different personality as their maturity. some people have a kind heart or nice heart with some purpose, other with high or low heart, sincere or dirty heart, noisy or silent voice, childish or mature act, people whose feels happy when find someone mistakes and prides her/hiself. and sometimes i learn about they personality,what i am suppose about it. how i have to respond them with different personality, what they'll do if i do this or that thing, when they feel good or bad mood, etc. i think its also me have a problem with personality to always estimate people. duh. i think i should read about personality book :p
time. time is also the first thing to be control. you must clever to manage the time. sometimes you'll overwhelmed with it, trust me. you stand at the one place but your mind divided to hundred point. i do not know if it's only at my work or the other have the same situation. the point is clever with your time :D
okay i think its enough for tonight post. i think this unsuccess grammar try to stop me to keep writing :p i'll be back soon with another posties. last but not the least, keep pray for me too reach my huge dreams, key?!
intermezo for tonight, i was sent my CV to Hijabers Community, wish me could be the one of them guys! hihi
bye. Wassalamu'alakum wr. wb.
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