Assalamu'alaikum
Hei February, it's just too fast to welcoming you as the second month of the year. I am feeling grateful that Allah still gives me strength for what i've done (i don't know why I called it as strength :p). But still there's a lot of thing to do for improve :)
I am starting my new semester this week. I am planning to get 24 sks, but I think I just premitted to get 22 as the schedule can't be located. And it takes me more feel overwhelmed a.k.a tiredsome. Not about the lesson that i take, but the process of getting there to my campus. I think about have a boarding near my campus next semester. If only my fourty kilometers road to go campus was like tollroad way *sigh. The rainy weather made the way really soo over. And I had to through those kind of slippery, rocky, uneven, tarnish way. I hope I can bear it until i get my graduation, but I don't know, seems my motorcycle getting strange to ride, I think he sick or getting earlier old because the roadway, arh sorry Fahri :(
Andd recently I just feel want to calmdown, do you mean what I mean? :p
I mean i just want to take a breathe for awhile, relaxing my thought, what i feel, what i want to. For past few month I am look too antuasiasm for to do things *that's good. But I think I should shifting to the lower gears. I do not know, is that i am want to be calmdown for awhile or feel unmotivated. The point is I want to breathe more, to be more grateful and maybe I could see brighter after this :)
"Sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and who you are want to be"